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In Part #1 and Part #2 of this article I continually mentioned Perceptions ... and that is precisely the underline tone; context; meaning of this Article, as no matter what I write or say in person, people will make up their own minds through their own perceptions from what they already know, what gossip they have heard ... what they believe ... there will always be doubt ... basically because they have already chose sides.
We all have our own Perceptions.
Part #1 & Part #2 of this article were heavily symbolic and could somewhat be described as "forwards" for this.
"Why is a Raven Like a Writing Desk?" Well ... it isn't because Mr. Edgar Allan Poe or Mr. Lewis Carroll told you so!
Someone who has been mentally abused all their life will withdraw from the "normal" reality and will tend to hide their emotions.
This was Me!
For over 37 years I have struggled. I am a multiple Abuse victim. I suffer Post Tramatic Stress Disorder ... My anxiety level use to be through the roof and coupled with the fact that I am an Empath and Medium ...
Yes ... In 2010 I had a complete emotional and mental breakdown which ended a relationship. 2013 while recovering I was informed I had Cancer (another story). Last year my world came crashing down around me. I have Healed myself.
I have been FREE of ALL Anti-anxiety and Anti-depressants for 1 year this coming Friday 12th October, when I snatched back my LIFE, after being physically abused and almosted killed by my 29 year old son, Benjamin Lee, on 7th of October 2017 and psychologically and emotionally manipulated by the woman who was head of my then, community ... yet my son is still a part of this community and one needs to ask: "What kind of Community keeps the "abusers" in the community but cast out the victims?"
... basically, a Community that has a few dirty little secrets will, to cover up.
The definition of "Flying Monkeys" by the way, are the minions of Narcissistic Community Leader's and the inhibitors of Rock Spiders
I am not going to mention names in this article and therefore hopefully, not breach a restraining order taken out on me to shut me up.
... I deliberately waited a year to tell my story and waited until I was free of drugs (pharmaceutical and otherwise), I haven't had an acoholic beverage for a week and today (here in Australia) it is Wednesday 10th October, 2018 ... Right in the middle of Mental Health Week, and I have given up smoking.
This is my Truth.
But first allow me the opportunity to introduce myself. I am Mish Daya Mystique Lee-Price AKA DarkMoon BlackSwan l, Founder of the Aeonist Order and Global Supreme High Priestess of the Temple of A.E.O.N. and it's Outer Circle, the Temple of the DarkMoon (Globally) and Matriarch and Archdruidess of Tintean Clann Danu.
I am (as far as I know) the Last Acolyte of Rosaleen Norton, the infamous Witch of Kings Cross I am also, the first if not ONLY Australian Indigenous Shamanic Druid Occultist Transgender Supreme High Priestess in Australia if not the World. Here are 10 things that people don't know about me and many only assume they know about me. 1. I am 62 years old. 2. I am a Lesbian sorry any Males who have added me hoping to hit on me. Although I have a leaning to Pansexuality it takes a Special man to get me interested and then, they should be aware that ... 3. I am M2F pre-op Transgender who has been living on and off as a male or female for 37 years. I should mention I have "NO" sexual organ and I don't like Anal. 4. I am partially deaf yet still classify myself as a musician. Beethoven was completely deaf and composed symphonies. I am a member of a band called Witch Mob 5. I am partially blind but I still paint, sculpture and illustrate etc 6. I have DIED (been pronounced clinically dead) Seven (7) times since the age of 12. Yep ... I have died 7 times in 50 years. 7. Although I appear "Normal" and relatively healthy. I have Arthritis all through my body as well as suffer from Autism Spectrum Disorder (Aspergers syndrome), PTSD, ODD, Anxiety and Depression and have had head injuries twice. So no I am not "Normal". 8. I am a Cancer Survivor. 9. I Have No Religion. I have denounced Christianity; Islam and Judaism. I Do Not Consider myself Pagan either. 10. I am an Alternative Spiritualist/ Metaphysicist/ Occultist. When you get to my age have gone through what I have gone through (Raped, Assaulted; Tortured; Crippled; Broken; Deserted; Homeless; Lost) and died 7 times in this life and have been bullied and put down most of my life ... you become insouciant & nonchalant.
So now, we have swept away the introduction and "forward" let us continue on with my "Righteous" Tale of Self Recovery.
How does one pick themselves up after being brutalised almist killed by a son you love? How does one recover from being scapegoated and ostracised from a Community which was once your adopted family? How does one accept that all the effort and money you had committed to aid this community and certain community members had been for nought? How does one deal with being banned from attending pagan concerts of a band lead by a singer who is so far up this Community leader's arse? How does on stop this community leader from setting herself up as the Queen of the entire SA Pagan Community?
Where does one begin this Story of Intrigue? I could start way back when I was"pretending" to be masculine again ... when "I" first brought Damh the Bard to Australia in October - November 2009 which cost me dearly financially? Or I could leap forward to exactly a year later when my ex partner, Blue Dragonfly and I separated after an 8 year partnership because of my mental breakdown? Or I could leap forward to May of 2013 when I was diagnosed with Cancer and stated my silent battle?
No, I think I will jump right in and start this part of my "Story" on the 10th September 2017, where I put a strain on a friendship with another musician friend of mine, Raven Jay to help launch the Leader of my Community daughter's singing career.
I even agree to do a video for Raven Jay if she allowed the young 15 year old girl to take the stage following her.
Had I know that after this event that my World was about to go "Apeshit crazy", I would never had put myself in the position of trust I had put myself in.
All the daughters' of the leader of this community trusted me and confided in me. Perhaps there are things they never should of told me ... after all I was a highly qualified Youth Worker and Counselor and "Mandatory Reporter" ... here I am confessing I broke the law and cite confidentiality between Young person and Counselor.
I had waited over a year to get this off my chest reguardless of the repercussions ... and I assure you I expect that there will be some ... so if you hear about my death or arrest ... I hope though that the otherside leave me alone as the allegations of pedophillIA that I know of have not been mention as yet!
After the concert, the then, 15 year old came to me and confided that her then, 19 year old boyfriend and her were having sex.
I sat on this for a week and concealed it from everyone except my ex, who strongly recommended that I take it to the police as the 19 year old male was committing "Statutory Rape". This was something I couldn't do as the young people were in love and although, not of legal age, it was consentual.
At a Spiral Dance (band) concert a week later, I whispered into her mother's ear and told her what I knew. As I was her left hand and the High Priestess of my Temple, she looked at me and told me to take care of it but "NONE OF THIS GETS OUT!"
It however, became known in certain parts of the Community and I was held up to ridicule for "Condoning" underage sex and even called by the leader's chief acolyte "Immoral".
While house-sitting for my son who was away with my Stepson in Sydney attending Comicon and at the suggestion of the Community leader I attempted to "Counsel" the two young people at the same time set up a Concert which featured their both unique talents.
Of course this ALL fell in a massive shit heap when the Acolyte who consided me immoral told the partner of the oldest daughter (who fained ignorance but knew what was happening). The partner who was incidentally the best friend of my 29 year old son, Ben, (as they do drugs together) rang me up and abused me and then, rang my son in Sydney and told him that while he was away I was using his home as a Love Shack for underage sex and supplying drugs and alcohol to minors.
This arsehole, then, rang me back up and threatened to dispose of all my belongings which were stored in the garage of the property that they now leased and I had previously been living.
I won't lie ... I lost it and said if he touches one box of books one item of furniture or sacred item, I will send some biker friends around to do him.
This got back in a distorted Chinese Whisper to the Leader of the Community as he told his partner, who then, told her mother.
This did not go down well with the so-called Community leader who told me that there are: "Certain things I do not tolerate and threatening my family is one of them!"
Hang on ... hold up ... I wouldn't be in this mess if it wasn't for you! What you are really saying is: "You were suppose to sit on this and now it is out and you are going to wear it by yourself" and "You have outlived your usefulness.'
In passing I leant the oldest daughter and her partner $200 which they chose to keep as undisclosed and not agreed on "Storage fees" with her mother's approval. There is no honor among thieves ... I paid the mother"s water bill and surrender large amongst of money to help the Community Leader many of times.
This leader then, manipulated all involved to set me up for not only a beating at the hands of my drunk and drugged up son, but if I survived the assault, my reputation would be in tatters, people will consider me delusional and question my Sanity and word.
She even, attempted to usurp my Spiritual Temple: The Temple of A.E.O.N. She told my then, members, over 28 strong that I had a psychological and emotional breakdown and gave put her in control of the group and Temple, and as my laptop computer was no longer in my possession but my son's ... she had either my son or her oldest daughter's partner (who admits to being a Hacker ) or even, her oldest daughter, to hack into my facebook account and lock me out of all my pages and groups.
It took me over a month to regain control of my Facebook profile as well as my Westpac bank account where a great deal of money was siphoned off and taken.
I WALKED AWAY from these Toxic Relationships (although still ill with Cancer at the time but that is another story.)
During Mental Illness Awareness Week I needed to expose the TRUTH ... the festering gems of humanity that are the cause for people to go into hiding (like her sister did), commit suicide, have breaknown or be WRONGLY Ostracised and cast out (like Moi). Except for the occasional alcohol beverage and "herbal" smoke this Friday 12th October is the anniversary of being pharmaceutical FREE and although, I still suffer from Mental illnesses to a minor degree now ... I have Climbed that Mountain.
Today, 10th October 2018, I stand at the top and yell: I AM A SURVIVOR!
I don't fear death darlings 🌷
I don't have to prove anything to anybody. I need not justify myself to anyone or answer to anyone.
I am Under No Obligation to Make Sense to You.
Basically I am an ENIGMA
I AM Me. I AM Unique
Namaste - Ubuntu - Aho - Wassal
Many, Many Blessings & Much Love ❤
Merry Meet & Merry Part
🌹 Mish 🌹
~ Darkmoon BlackSwan GS ~
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Shaman - Seer - Reader - Oracle - Spirit Walker - Medium
