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Salutations and Blessings, After doing my usual 24 plus hours awake I awoke to a multitude of praises of adulation and admiration. I am overwhelmed and have been sobbing on and off for that hour and a half. So many people did get me and understand the love I have to offer and the hidden meaning of my lonely heart break like the song "watching and waiting". I am a Romantic at heart and see the good in people even through the ugliness.
I am in all honesty so sincerely humbled, honored and just "gobsmacked".. I mean ... Oh ... Wow ... It took me an hour to formulate the words and a half hour to write what you are are reading now. Messages and comments on Facebook of admiration flooded my Facebook messenger and comment box and the evident fact that several (both men and women) have "fallen in lust" with me has me flushed with gratitude and feeling proud.
I am truly Blessed. It was reading such a comment where the author had seemingly placed me on a pedastal and is clearly in love with me of which, I am grateful, that I had an ephany. and the answer to why I have so many "haters" and detractors. Somewhere along the line, I had fallen from their grace and they had became disillusioned by my sometimes eratic and errant behavior; I had done something wrong in their eyes, which has caused them heartache and grief and hurt pride, that they have felt it necessary to "fix my little red wagon" and if you will excuse the "french", "fuck me over". I did not ask to be born in this vessel and in my life of tragedy have had to reinvent myself. Like you, this time round, I have been incarnated human with all its frailties and emotions and no longer being the diety I once was, had to adapt and "create" my reality. I exist now as neither Male or Female. Genderless. I am not a Womb man although in many past lives I was, and although I wish in all my heart I was again and have struggled on this journey to become one, I am yet a woman and I will never possess a womb or a uterus ... Yet I am not and no longer a man. I flounder as a forlorn creature hoping to take my true form. Although, NOT liked or tolerated by other feminine transgenders I will proudly label mysell SHE male as I am reminded of the contends of the fictional novel by H. Rider Haggard; SHE. I am Unique. I am me and I am truly blessed and extremely humbled and grateful for the love, admiration, adulation, devotion and loyalty from all I call my TRUE friends. I am not a leader nor a follower as I am a rebel against this Society's conformity. Tell me where Donald Trump, the Pope, the Dali Lama etc. are of more importance than YOU or Me? "Do not lead, as I may not follow. Do not follow, as I may not lead. Walk beside me and Be my friend!' Walk with me to Paradise. "To Thine Ownself Be,TRUE" Namaste - Ubuntu 🌹 Mish Daya Mystique 🌹
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