We All Have Hopes We All Have Plans We All Have Dreams We All desire our Life to go a certain way. However, Destiny sometimes decides to change the rules on us. No one ever expects their life to go a certain direction. We all have experienced let down, or became disillusioned to how our life turned out. Some have regrets for opportunities missed or wrong decisions made or wrong paths taken. If I had Transitioned when I wanted to 44 years ago, my kids would never had come into existence ... but for a promise I made my mother to sire children .... Sad thing is that the other 4 (surviving children; the ones who have denounced me; disowned me; deserted me; abandoned me ... the one thing that they do not seem to take into account: If I had changed my gender at 18 like I wanted too, my darling beloved children, you fucking ungrateful twats wouldn't exist! ... And I am not just a Sperm donor ... Believe it or not I have paid child support, and help financially and emotionally when needed. I have always been there and here for you. I still love you all very, very much ... So .. Just remembered that at my cremation. At least, I am blessed with the love, respect, loyalty and honesty of my youngest child and there is no way that I am every going to fuck up our close relationship short of dying. I owe him my Sanity as well as my devotion. Let no one Write my Epitah. 🌹 Mish Daya Mystique 🌹            💖
~ DatkMoon BlackSwan ~
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